Divorce

I am going to write out some of my memories from my divorce from my older children’s father because I have realized that there is a part of me that still grieves over all that pain. Perhaps someone will find some solace in what I have to share. I will try to start at the beginning but it has been quite a few years so it will be hard to remember some of it while other bits of pieces of it are just like a moment ago. I will freely admit to making some huge mistakes and sinning but the Lord is good and has forgiven those past sins and given me a new outlook of what my life is truly about. That being said, please don’t judge me for anything you might read here. If it offends you then please don’t come to read it. I’ve been feeling like the Lord wants me to share my story for some unknown to me reason; so share I will in my own time.

I put this on hold for a moment until I can get my thoughts together and decide where/when to start.

One day soon I will be writing something here. Lately, I’m reliving many of my emotions from my divorce.

When I considered writing about my divorce, I never realized that my ex husband would end up being charged with 62 felonies!!! I have temporary custody of my two minor girls but have to go back to court next week to see if I get to keep them or not. I’m a bit overwhelmed by the whole thing and just this morning was asking the Lord “why now? after all these years? what difference can i make now?” I wish I could say that the Lord answered these questions but since I”m sick, I just dont’ remember but I am left with a vague feeling that it will all be fine in the end and I just need to trust in Him.